EVERYONE LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

Wheelock to gt my hp fix, down to work.. Darlin came without tellin me, gt him angry cos of my itchy hand.. Yinglun,qin n guys came, darlin gt jealous.. After work things happen, it make me freakin mad over it.. I hate u for doin all dis, i really hate u.. He shouldnt deserve all this frm u, he did nth wrong, he was innocent.. Dear, i doesnt wan to lose u.. I tried my best to stop this n gt myself hit.. I know u seriously hate me for this i really dunno how, i jus hope nth happen to u and im sorry to mambo too.. They say i shouldnt be blame, i dun tink so.. It's all started frm me, if it wasn't me nth wil happen, if it wasn't me things wont turn out this way.. Anyone show me e way? It seems everyone pointin finger at me, i dun wan all this to happen, i really dun wan!! I duno hw to face em ltr on, i really dunno hw.. Why did dis to me?!! My heart feel so pain, feel so down, feel so restless.. I dunno hw to walk on......